扑通……扑通……扑通…… …… …… …… 我重新打开水龙头放水,就那么站在她身后开始洗那些碗碟,保持身体仅此一分的距离绝不碰上,若即,若离,她在我怀里一动不动的。呵呵,定力真好,难怪能忍这么些年。洗完之后我并没有急于转身离开,而是和她仍旧那么站着。我默数心跳的次数,然后闭上眼,以开口时能被听见的最低的声音在她耳边说道—— “别说话。别回头。just listenme。 olivia;i diery bad thingmy mother today;a very very bad thing。 itsbad that you cant believe that。 i know you wantknow what exactly happened; but im sorry; i cant tell you now。 i just want youknow that。。。。。you get the truth some day; you can blame me; but dont blame yourself; and please dont feel guilty about that。 because whaidnot about...